Some Time In July

We should all just take a moment to reflect on how complicated my usually simple life has become. I am leaving for college in under a month. This meant, among other things, that my relationship with my boyfriend was going to end up a bit harder to manage because I am going to be living 45 minutes away instead of 10. That wasn't a major hurdle until I met I met this guy that made me realize how much I am losing by being with my current boyfriend. This guy I met is very attractive, very intelligent, funny, sweet, and just PERFECT and when I was talking to him, he made it very clear that he was interested in me. He was the physical manifestation of everything I've ever wanted and the problem was that my current boyfriend, who I was dumb with and actually started planning a FUTURE with, is nothing like this wonderful guy. And NOW, to top everything off, the perfect guy hasn't talked to me all day, making me completely reevaluate the crisis I am already having. I normally don't like to talk about personal stuff, let alone on deviantart, but goddamn.